Searching but not finding

"You are looking for yourself, but not finding you. You were born into a family that does not understand you. They are into the church so hot and heavy and it has weighed on you like a ton of bricks and seems to condemn every move you make. How does it feel knowing that the church would burn you at the stake if they could? That is not a good feeling, trust me i know. So i have come to help you, to free you from the sewage that has been shoved into you for so long that you can't seem to get past it. Shall i show you how? You have called out to me for so long, I do apologize for it taking so long for me to arrive. i had to be sure you were ready"