Fallen Flames

"I HAVE SEARCHED AND SEARCHED AND CAN NOT FIND YOU. WHERE ARE YOU? I AM ABOUT TO GIVE UP, I CAN'T HANDLE CENTURY UPON CENTURY OF LONLINESS ANYMORE. THIS IS AGONY. WHY ANYONE WOULD CHOOSE TO FALL IN LOVE IS BEYOND ME. THIS IS AGONY BEYOND BELIEF. YOU HAVE TO BE OUT THERE, I HEARD YOU BEING BORN BUT I COULD NOT PINPOINT WHERE. THAT IS THE WORST TO KNOW YOU ARE ALIVE BECAUSE I WOULD FEEL YOUR DEATH, SO I KNOW YOU ARE IN THIS CENTURY. I HOPE YOU ARE NOT STILL A BABE IN ARMS. THAT WOULD KILL ME"